As I walked down the busy city street, my mind was filled with lustful thoughts. My body yearned for something taboo, something that would push me past my limits. I had stumbled upon an online advertisement for a mysterious store called 'scat girl store' and I knew that it was exactly what I needed.
I found the address easily enough and made my way to the store, my heart pounding with anticipation. As I reached the door, I took a deep breath to steady my nerves. The bell chimed as I stepped inside, and I was immediately struck by the overwhelming smell of human waste and urine. It was intoxicating, almost nauseating, but it only served to fuel my desire.
The shop was dimly lit, with rows of shelves lined with various items: piles of used pantyhose, empty bottles of disinfectant, boxes of adult diapers... And then there were the videos, DVDs featuring women engaging in all manner of scatological acts.
I couldn't believe my eyes, but I couldn't look away either. My gaze was drawn to the shelf with the most disturbing content: videos that promised to show women enjoying the taste and texture of their own feces. I grasped one of the DVDs tightly, my heart racing. As I turned to leave the store, I felt a strange compulsion to purchase at least one item...
Back at my apartment, I couldn't tear my eyes away from the screen as I watched the woman on the DVD willingly consume her own excrement. The sight was mesmerizing, and even though my stomach churned with revulsion, I couldn't help but become aroused.
As I watched, I found myself undressing, anticipating my own scatological encounter. I spread my legs wide, revealing my bare cunt, and soon enough I was lost in a world of filth and despair.
Moaning, I reached climax, my body shuddering as I imagined the taste of my own shit on my tongue. Waves of pleasure washed over me, and for a moment, I felt whole. When the orgasm finally subsided, I collapsed onto my bed, sweaty and spent, but strangely satisfied.
For the first time in a long time, I felt truly alive.